♥ Princess Joan's Diary ♥

♥ Thursday, April 30, 2009

29th Of April 2009 与兴在一起的第462天

Early morning being disturbed by phone call..Argh~~Stupid Dear Dear 的电话 keep ringing & ringing..Today is Uncle Boon Boon 的 sentence date.But as Dear got to accompany Aunty Agnes today if not she starts nagging again,so din attend Uncle Boon Boon's court.Dear woke up at 10plus,wash up,get changed & went out to meet his mum to Pasir Ris lookout for Doris then go IMM eat & buy things..As for me,woke up at 12plus but feels my head like kinda heavy so went back to rest till 3pm then woke up..Soon after ii woke up,Dear came back with Aunty Agnes..I starts my blogging as for Dear went in the room & watched tv programme together with me too..

At around 5plus,Rilvia fetch Aunty Agnes to Bukit Batok to have hair wash,Dear & me stayed at home relax till 6plus,bathed,get changed then at around 7plus went down to Bukit Batok to fetch Aunty Agnes then headed to Tanjong Pagar - Zhang Broz Optical Shop as Dear can't really see clearly while driving at night..

Haha..2009 orbii couples...

After making the spec,we went to Bugis & fetch Dear's cousin - Michelle then headed to Geylang Lor 9 to eat Frog's Leg Porridge..

We even order Fried Oyster too..Yummy...

After our dinner,we went to Lor 13 to buy durians..^^

After buying,we fetch Michelle back to Clementi,saw Uncle Huat Kia & Uncle 九粒 as they was at the coffeeshop under Michelle's block so we went over to chat with them till 11plus then we headed back home..

After reached home,Dear was so excited of his new spec then pulled me to the mirror & asked me to take photos with him..zZz...

After happily end his photo-taking session,he opened the durians & ate with Aunty Agnes as i was having mouth ulcer,this time round i got to give it a miss..Haiz..Actually wanna go down to the POSB to deposit $$ to my grandfather's account but kinda lazy to go down so think tomorrow then bank in ba..

Changed to my pyjamas & turn on my laptop,log in to my Facebook & build my Farm Town as well as played my Mafia War..Now im blogging but hands getting tired,think got to stop now & watched 古灵精怪 with Dear Dear...

(I kinda upset today as when i was back home just now,i went to the kitchen to smoke & saw the chilli my grandfather cooked for me was thrown in the rubbish bin by Aunty Agnes..Argh~~I was so upset & angry..The chilli my grandfather use his effort to cook for me,yet she thrown it just because she wanna put a cup of herbal tea in the fridge.Before she thrown away,why can't she ask me first?Somemore just only one cup of herbal tea,why don't she drank it up or packed a space in the fridge or throw her 隔夜 food away..F***!!She purposely wanna find trouble with me lo...Sick of her la...~~

I told Dear about it,he say he will talk to her tomorrow,but what the use of it?It already been thrown away..zZz...Still thought of asking her going together with us during our June holiday trip,now can forget it le..Argh~~~~~*sob~~)

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Wednesday, April 29, 2009

28th Of April 2009 与兴在一起的第461天

Argh~~Slept at around 5.30am in the morning,Dear woke me up at 11.30pm asked me go bath,get changed as going to meet Uncle Huat Kia & Uncle 九立 go out.We took cab down to Clementi & have lunch together with them..

After lunch,we went to Owen Road as they wanna fix their car audio system..Wow!!Spend about $1050 on the audio system..At around 5plus,we left & headed back home.Reached home,get changed & went back to Simei to meet Ivan,Joseph,Aaron,Yan Yang,Gary,Terence & Frankie for dinner.After dinner,chat a while then we went back my home to accompany my parents till 10.15pm..

Reached home,planned our Batam trip as we going on june holiday..Planned my birthday as wanna celebrate @ hotel,does not want to go out drink as some of them unable to go drink.So asking daddy helping me book as he's the member of Raffles Hotel..

Nowhere to go,so sms Frankie & Terence asking them whether wanna go Malaysia,they agreed so meet them under my block then fetch Terence back home to take his passport as well as sent Aaron back to Bedok then we headed to the Woodlands Custom..

Went in Jb,run here and there to look out for Money Changer then went to somewhere near the Holiday Inn Plaza to have our supper..

Our Cigarette..^^

Fish Head & Fish Meat Otak costs RM8 ($4)..wOW!!

See the Fish Head Otak..Wow~~

Carrot Cake RM4 ($2)..

10 Sticks Of Chicken Satay,10 Sticks of Mutton Satay RM8 ($4)..wOW~~

BBQ Stingray..

Rated: *****

BBQ LA~LA

Rated: ***

Kang Kong

Rated: ****

We still got order BBQ Sotong too,it the best i had eatten..^^

After our food,we went to have a car wash + vacuum = RM12 ($6)..

Cheap~~~

After the car wash,we went to pump petrol as well as top up the Touch 'N' Go card,then went to somewhere nearby City Square to buy dvds..Frankie bought "Taken","X-men",Terence bought "Behind Enemy Lines","Street Fighter" as for me,i bought "家有喜事'2009" & Dear bought 2 techno disc and "超级星光大道IV"..Frankie & Terence bought bubble gums too..As for me,as usual bought the 老夫子 comics..^^

After buying our things,it's time we headed back to Singapore..Sent Terence back home then sent Frankie to Simei Coffeeshop then we headed back home..

Reached home,watched tv programme and chat till about 5am then we fallen asleep..

Kinda tiring today as woke up kinda early..Tomorrow morning Dear got to go out with his mum so we got attended Uncle Boon Boon court,hope he will be ok & won't sentence that long..

Finally today Dear spoke to my dad saying going to his company to work..^^

After Dear goes work,i also wanna go work le.Don't wish to stay at home facing Aunty Agnes..Sickening lo..Haiz..

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Tuesday, April 28, 2009

27th Of April 2009 与兴在一起的第460天

As yesterday being banned from going out,Aunty Agnes for nothing throw temper confiscated Dear's car key..Argh~~We watched tv programme chit chat till nearly 5am then we went to sleep.This morning being disturbed by Dear's phone call,woke up at 12plus in the noon but can't think of going anywhere as no car.Dear went to ask Rilvia for the car key yet she refused to give.Dear was so F***ing angry so he say he do not want this car anymore,what for paid for the car instalment but can't drive his own car..

As nowhere to go,we went back to sleep again,woke up at around evening time 5pm.Suppose to go Katong - Roxy Square to rent car from Watcher.Suppose to ask Aunty Agnes's bf fetch us but as it kinda rush so we decided not to sit his car over,yet Aunty Agnes started to throw temper again saying i seem like prostitutes always sleep till so late.F***!!Her son bring me out till so late,how can i wake up early everyday?Why can't she use her brain to think about it?So what if i sleep late or go out till very late?I got my own freedom ok..She got no right to interfere with my sleeping time.Even my parents also din complained about that,what the right she nag?Who the hell she think she is?I was so F***ing angry,she keep nagging till i went to bath,she say i was hiding in the toilet don't dare come out when she nag..Shit!!I don't need bath,sit at the living room to listen to her nagging?She also not my mum,what for i bother so much?

After i finished bathing,i started to pack my stuff wanna move back home.I can't stand her unreasonable or ridiculous stupid stuff anymore.She happy,she come back smile & chat with you.Not happy,she starts her nonsense.I told Dear i wanna move back,ask her to find someone who can stand his mum.I really can't make it.He told me none will stand his mum or even tolerate her at all even he himself also can't stand her nonsense..

While i was waiting for Uncle Kelvin's lorry to help me move my things,She falled down in the bathroom when she bangs things here & there and slipped..Dear went out to ask her what happen?Did she hurt?Wanna bring her to the doctor,yet she keep nagging till i can't stand it.I went out to tell her,not i don't want do housework,Dear did something bad last month,end up lost his job.We got to hide from her that Dear had lost his job so we got no choice everyday got to slack outside till late then can come home.I say out everything,i'm safe but Dear get nagged now..zZz..

After she settle down with her nonsense,Dear & me went to Jurong Point to meet Alfred for our late dinner @ 9.30pm..I order hor fun @ the outdoor food court,it the worse food i had ate before..I ate a few mouth,i asked Dear to pack it back home as starve for the whole day le,got no appetite to eat.But when we were walking back,Dear poured the hor fun,zZz..That goes my food..Haiz..

Reached home,watched tv programme,logging in Facebook,blogging till now time already 2.30am,got to go sleep soon as tomorrow got to go out early..

For me,cause of Dear i stayed at his house again.But i don't know when i can tolerate till,how long i can freed myself from her nonsense..Can she stop doing all this stupid acts,seem so childish..Why a person aged 50 but still doing all this kinds of nonsense?Can't she go out with friends etc..Find her own life!!

I told Dear i not going to stay with her next time.If continue stayed with her,i mind as well don't marry..Sick of staying together with her..Argh~~~

为什么受伤受委屈的总是我??好难过....

今天做了个心理测验 : 谁最疼你..??

从出生的那天起,你身边的人当中,谁最疼你..??

问题 : 如果你是一位新娘/新郎 , 第一次在婆家/岳父家吃团圆饭 ,你会先从那里开始吃呢..??

1) 先吃几口白饭

2) 先从你喜欢的菜开始

3) No shelling food will do

4) Giving eyes signal to your partner asking them to take the food for you

5) From the nearer dish starts to eat

End up i choose the fourth answer..^^

Answer for the above question:

1) You will be doted by your elders.

2) You will be doted by your friends.

3) You will be doted by any age of opposite gender

4) You will be doted by your lover

5) You will be doted by your boss

Feels it kinda true,staying at this house only he dote me.He's the only person i can depend on staying here..

Dear Dear,thanks for your love..要好好爱我 lo...^^

Muackz...

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Monday, April 27, 2009

26th Of April 2009 与兴在一起的第459天

Yesterday due to Dear did those stupid stuff again,end up i been thinking of this issue till nearly morning then get to sleep.Woke up at around noon 2.20pm.When i woke up wanna log in to Facebook,i found out my laptop was not been off since yesterday.Aunty Agnes used my laptop to watch pipi player show yet she din off the laptop.Since she don't know how to off the com,please don't use my com next time.I was f***ing angry so i throw temper at Dear again..I told him i set password on my com cause i don't wish them to use yet he still open com for them..Hates it lo..

Soon Dear went out to fetch Aunty Agnes back,once she reached home,she started to throw temper.She asked Dear to vacuum floor & mop floor yet Dear din do that still lie to her,he already vacuum..zZz..She started to throw temper & took out the vacuum cleaner & vacuum herself.As for Dear,he went to Jurong Point to buy Mos Burger for me.I asked him not to go,don't throw me at home yet he still go & left me at home.Yet i got to tolerate she bang things here & there..

After Dear reached home,she started to nag again,saying she vacuum floor i just sit at the living room,saying i keep going out,saying why Dear so scare of me,also not i give him $$ to support him etc..Alot of nasty words from her nasty mouth..I was so F***ing angry..Dear came in the room,i started to throw temper too.I told him she keep bangs here & there,what she want me to do?Ask her don't bang??I was playing com,she off the modem.Trying to act so childish.I told him i not going out for dinner with her today & make sure he better don't step out of the house too..Once he stepped out,i move out of his house.

At around 5plus,she went in her room to fax her 4d,Dear & me came out of the room & have our Mos burger meal together & enjoyed my favourite Iced Milk Tea from Mos Burger..After our food,i told Dear to go to sleep as i don't want him to go out with her..So F***ing angry with her..So what if i staying at her house,one day when she staying at my house,see how will i react..!!!

I went to bath at around 6.20pm then get ready in front of my tv at 7pm to watch 红星大奖'2009..

Starting of the ceremony,the stars walked out..

Best dressed:李心钰,谢韵仪,Patricia Mok,Felicia Chin,王俊雄,向云,赖怡伶,刘芷绚,欧萱,陈汉玮,陈莉萍, 郑惠玉 & Fann wong..

Bad dressed:黄慧,Fiona Xie,Qi yi Wu,Joanne Peh,Wang Biren & Christopher Lee..

颁奖人:胡杏儿,蔡少芬,夏雨,周海媚,陈美凤,王识贤,曾国城 & 阮经天..

Host Of the show:郭亮 & 权怡凤

Overall this year stars dressing still not bad lahh..But this year something not good was the alarm system.Feel that the stars worked so hard for this whole years but when they was rewarded,there's a time limit for thanking their fans as well as supporters..Feels kinda unfair for them though..

Award Given:

Best Drama Serial:小娘惹 - The Little Nonya

Best Supporting Actor:周初明 - 黄金路

Best Supporting Actress:向云 & 黄慧 - The Little Nonya

The award was given out by 陈美凤 & 王识贤,they performance the bird show was kinda cute.

After listening to 周初明's speech,i nearly cried out.It was so touching.But something different from the past is that,his face looked kinda different le.Hope he will get better soon..As for the best supporting actress award,i feel that somehow it seem kinda unfair to 向云,happily thought won the award,won the title but end up still got to share with 王慧..zZz..

Best Newcomer:戴阳天

He was so handsome..^^

Award given by:周初明 & 陈莉萍.

They perform the balloon magic,was kinda fun though..

Best Info-Ed Programme Host:Belinda-李心钰

She was so elegant with the gold dress..

Best Variety Show Host:郭亮

超级红星大奖:黄碧仁

Best Actor:陈汉玮 - 不凡的爱

Nice show acted by him,he deserved this award..But after the results was announced,the face of 郑斌辉 turned black..lolz..

Best Actress:白薇秀 - 小娘惹

Although she deserved the award but i still feels pity that Jeannette Aw din get the award..Haiz..

十大最受欢迎男艺人:

郑斌辉

郑各评

戚玉武

Pornsak

程旭辉

李国煌

陈汉玮

黄俊雄

李铭顺

王禄江

十大最受欢迎女艺人:

李锦梅

林湘萍

陈靓瑄

欧萱

权怡凤

瑞恩

白薇秀

向云

刘芷绚

赖怡伶

After the 红星大奖,switched channel to channel U to show the 红星大奖庆功宴 till 10.30pm then we went to the kitchen to cook maggie mee for our late dinner..

Guess why we din go out to eat today?Cause Aunty Agnes woke Dear up to go out,Dear refused to wake up then she throw temper & confiscated the car key..zZz..She being so childish,she think scold me infront of her son,her son will side her but she never go think who is in the fault?Throwing temper just will make things worse..

After we ate our noodles,Dear received call from Bixian saying got problems so he took cab out.This time round i din follow him as i was blogging at home..He went to meet Bixian,Alfred,Jackson they all..He reached home at around 2.15am & accompany me watch tv programme..^^

Think it's hard for me to live together with Aunty Agnes,if can i hope we can don't stay together...Haiz..Anyone can help me solve this problems..I been giving in alot to her,yet she happy she talked to me,not happy come home give me one black face then starts her stupid nagging..

I really don't know how long i can tolerate her?I told Dear to talk to her,but Dear say don't need talk just let her be.Argh~~I hate her...

Alright,time now already 2.45am,got to stop here..Fingers getting tired,gonna go watch tv programme with Dear Dear...

Night Night~~

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Sunday, April 26, 2009

25th Of April 2009 与兴在一起的第458天

Slept at around 5plus yesterday,woke up at around noon 1.30pm.Still feeling kinda shag though.lolz..After smoke,log on to my mail,tagged as well as Facebook till around 2.20pm,went to bath & get ready as i got to rush out of the house before 3.30pm.As Aunty Agnes will be back at that time.Staying here going out together still got to be 偷偷摸摸..Really sick of this kind of feeling..Waited at the next block till she reached back home,talked to Dear le,then Dear can go out..F***!!Dear came out of the house at around 4pm,after hop on the car,we went to Simei.I went back to my grandma house,as for Dear,he went to Bedok to have his car repair.

Chatted with my cousins as kinda long din chat,having dinner together and yet Aunty Angeline & Aunty Juliet says i seems to get fatter abit,well i don't see the different though..lolz..

I told them i dreamt of a snake at my house,gliding around the room till my mum's room,they asked me to go 4d.Aunty Angeline ask me to buy 6067 yet my mum asked me to buy 6068..zZz..So end up i told them i not buying asked them to buy,if strike then 2 weeks later my birthday give me a big red packet will do..lolz..Smart choice leii...

Dear came up after his car repair,chat a while,drink herbal tea made by Aunty Angeline then we went back to my place as i got to take clothes..After taking my stuff ok,we went down to our car to wait for Terrence..

Taken while waiting for Terrence

End up,Terrence meet us at Starbucks together with Yan Yang,Frankie,Jackson,Guo Xian,Willy etc..Soon came down Zi Kai,Tony,last...Gary..But end up Gary din manage to go out together with us as he was not feeling well.Dear & me as well as Frankie went down first as we still need to go Geylang to fetch Guo Liang,then went to Bugis - iluma shopping mall to change the Hello Kitty shower set that Dear bought for me on our anniversary but the china sales assistant told me it cant be changed as got to wait for the boss to came down.So i asked her when her boss came down,she say when the pushcart going to closed..zZz..So i left without changing it..We went to shop around at Iluma,end up we went to Arcadia to play games as well as changed tokens to catch 娃娃..I still laughed at Dear as he been trying to catch for few months but none of it he succeed,yet today he finally succeed,caught 2 娃娃 for me..lolz..

See this 2 cutie 娃娃,Dear caught..^^

After our gaming,we went to 辣妹子 steamboat to meet up the guys & enjoyed our late dinner @ about 10pm..zZz...

After our dinner,they decided to go for a drink.So we went to Duxton Hill Road to find a pub to enjoy..Actually wanna find a relax pub,but it's kinda hard to find one as we're kinda big groups..End up find till one pub manage to sit all of us..

DUXTON BLUE

After slacking a while at Duxton Blue,we somehow feels that we seem to enjoy ourselves playing real life texas poker,up/down etc..but the rest of them din came in,then the poor little birthday boii got to run in & out to accompany both side,so i asked Dear went out of the pub asking if they dislike here then we find somewhere else to enjoy..End up got a little gal,she's someone gf,she sound out here very boring not fun & giving face.Dear was kinda fed up by that so he said to her : We can go anywhere we want.We can go to happening place,but the problem is you go in mahh??Well,cause she under-age..zZz..Haiz..Then she was so fed up & walked off..We do not want Aaron to be unhappy so we went to a pub they prefer.After we went there,we don't really enjoy ourselves though..It somehow like disco pub but the music there zZz..So i suggested to cut cake so i can go back early..lolz..

After cutting the cake,i had a quarrel with Dear as i feel that he seem like kinda different,seem like he had touched something that i dislike,we had a big quarrel outside the pub,i was so fed up till i walked off..I hates his attitude..I stopped at the main road as Frankie chased after me.He sprained his ankle so i stopped..Dear came up & say sorry to me,and tell me he didn't do anything that i dislike asked me to trust him.Somehow i don't really believe in that but cause of Frankie & Aaron,the birthday boii i went back to the pub again but i din stepped in to the pub as i dislike the environment.I nagged from 1.45am till 3am,i wanna go back home yet he refused to bring me back home & keep asking them wanna go Club Nana or where where to enjoy after that.I was so fed up,so i keep giving him one black face.At around 3am,Gary called say he at Club 99,we went over & find him but there's alots of cops in there so we went off as Aaron was kinda drunk so we decided to go back home..

After we reached back home,after wash up,we made cornflakes for our supper..We had our usual pillow talk & i asked him did he touched anything i dislike recently?He told me,yes.Few days ago..I was so F***ing angry..I was utterly disappointed in him,i told him i wanna give up on this relationship.I wanna let go.I don't seem to have any future with him.He asked me to give him any chance.I told him i need time to consider.After thinking for the whole night before i sleep,i told myself made sure he won't do any wrong recently or made me angry,i shall find this chance to end with him.Somehow i feel that if we continue to be together & he continue to do those things i dislike,then there won't be any happiness in our love.I will choose to let go if things still the same.Somehow i feel that he someone i can't have trust in him,someone who will hurt me sooner or later.He already 29 this year but he don't seem to mature enough,don't seem to settle down in relationship as well as he can't even take care of himself,how he going to take care of me in the near future??

Let hope he will change for the better,i just given one last chance.Hoping he will cherish this one & only chance i gave..

LAST BUT NOT LEAST...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AARON

HOPE YOU LIKE THE CUTE LITTLE GIFT FROM LESTER & ME..WISHING YOU ALL THE BEST & FIND YOUR CUTIE ANGEL SOON..

LAST,

YOU ALREADY ONE YEAR OLDER LE,希望你开始会想,不要再动那些你不应该动的东西..It will ruin your future..

Stay happy & healthy always..^^

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Saturday, April 25, 2009

Happy 1 Year 3 Months Anniversary

There's alot i need to say to you,in short,just wanna let you know;

Everytime when i'm with you,i don't want the time to end.

Everytime when i look into your eyes,i wish i was there.

Every night before i sleep,i pray that we don't end.

I've tried somehow to say,

You are the moon who light up my darkness in the night.

The winds who made me cool in the hot summer days.

I want so much to tell you,

Without you with me each days,my days isn't complete.

Since 1st of Dec,the day we met

You're always in my mind.

Ever Since 23 of Jan'08,i've always wanted to be by your side,

no matter what's going on in my life.

You're the reason why that's smile on my face,and that loving you seems to be all that i need to know.

But everytime i want to,the words just don't came out to you,it may sound mushy or too cute,you may not believe it so it's better i keep my mouth closed..

Try to tell you exactly what's on my mind yet i wish to tell you that i'm beginning to love you more each passing day from the day i met you.

Love you Always,Mr Lester

Muackz...

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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HELLO KITTY COLLECTIONS

Bought these items from Hong Kong

Hello Kitty Car Mat

Hello Kitty Egg Mould

Now thinking after these 2 items,what i will buy next??Bath Sponge?Watch?Oven?.....

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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24th Of April 2009 与兴在一起的第457天

Woke up at around 6.45am,as being disturbed by Dear's hp alarm.Asked him woke up to off his alarm but he refused as i was so fed up so smack his back to wake him up.Yet i found out he locked his hp and even set pin code.I was so angry,i feels that he trying to hide something from me again..Sometimes i really wonder is he the one i gonna spend with for the rest of my life?Why he wanna hide from me so much things?Why can't he be frank with me?

I had a quarrel with him.Although he remove the pin code but i think my limit already reached the max,i really can't cope with this kind of relationship.I know he loves me,dote me alot but somehow i dislike he hide things from me.Well,i feels that a couple being together got to be frank with each other,there's no privacy in between both of us.There's no secret in between a couples but he don't think so.How long can i stay on in this relationship?

Aunty Agnes asked us to get a flat asap,but i still thinking are we going to set up this family together?Alot of things,we got no compromise.Am i able to set up this family with him?Do he had the commitment in this love?Setting up a family is easy to say but not easy to be done.Alot of couples just cause of love they marry but sooner or later,they divorce as they knew love & commitment is different.Once a couples plan to set up a family,alot of things you got to sacrific,alot of things you got give & take..Can we both do it?

I'm true to my love,i need commitment in love.Can he?I won't want to step one wrong steps & ruin my future.I do not accept divorce in my life..zZz..

After our quarrel,we went back to sleep again.I told myself i do not want to care about his life anymore,even if he hide things from me,i won't bother to find out anymore.It seem so pointless of making myself upset whereby he keeps repeating his mistake..

Woke up at around 2.30pm,he asked me whether i wanna go out today mahh?As yesterday he bought for me the Hello Kitty Shower Set,got one of it was faulty but the sun was so hot today i told him tomorrow then go ba.So we stayed at home.I was in Facebook playing Mafia War as well as Farm Town and also editing my blog together with Ivan's help.As for him,he was in Facebook playing Texas Poker.

At around 5plus,Aunty Agnes asked him whether wanna go PoPo's house,he asked me to go along but i feels kinda headache & moody so i rejected him.And he continue to play his poker with Terrence online as Aunty Agnes was talking on the phone.

After she had finished her talk,she started to throw temper.We din even make her angry,din even went out.Was wondering why she throw temper?So Dear went to ask her whether wanna go out anot,she don't answer so let's stay at home then..

At around 9plus,i went to bath & get changed suppose to go out to meet Terrence going to Malaysia for dinner,yet she starts to throw temper saying she wanna use the car asking Rilvia back to fetch her out.Wth she doing?Forever we wanna go out,she came out alot of stupid stuff..Is she the one who wanna talk on phone don't wanna go out,end up throw temper when we wanna go out..

I had a quarrel with him again cause of her..End up i give in,we order Pizza..After the pizza arrive,paid $29.40,she asked Dear hungry anot?Saying she also wanna eat..F***!!She the one who made us paid for the stupid pizza,yet now we order le talk to Dear softly..She trying to be funny sometimes,i was F***ing angry i throw the garlic bread on the table,yet Dear was fed up of i throw temper,he threw the bread on the floor..See again cause of her,we quarrel again..Shit!!

I dislike her so much,i do not wanna stay at this house..Treat me as what?Keep on bully me.Even my parents also won't treat me like this.Who the hell she think she is?Mother-In-Law??F***!!

I hates her so much,no privacy,no freedom..Always made me quarrel with Dear..Dear asked me not to be angry,i told him to go out find 10 gals back,if they can accept how Aunty Agnes treat them,i accept her nonsense..He tell me impossible..Then why wanna tell me to accept her nonsense?

I used to treat her well,treat Dear well,but now onwards i hates them..How they treat me,i will treat them back the same.I don't wanna be the one who keep on get bully anymore..老虎不发威,把我当病猫!!!

After the quarrel,i went back to eat my pizza as i was F***ing hungry..After finished my foods,i went to kitchen to smoke,Dear came up to me,putting his hand on my head saying sorry to me say he understand my feeling,i don't accept & talked off to my laptop & playing Facebook - Farm Town & Mafia War then blogging to complained my anger..Althought i had complained so much,but still can't ease the anger of mine..Argh~~Sick of it..

Think i gonna sleep early tonight to let myself cool down..

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Friday, April 24, 2009

23th Of April 2009 与兴在一起的第456天

Woke Dear up at around 6.35am as he going to Pasir Ris - Doris place to check on her again as yesterday missed her..For me,same as usual as Aunty Agnes was going so i stay at home & sleep..

Dear woke me up at about 1.13pm,asking to bath & go out before Aunty Agnes reached back home..Today that Doris finally hop on to Uncle Collin's cab,from what Uncle Collin told us,she working at Pasir Ris st.71.She works as a cook at those tuition centre but as what i know,only childcare provided cook but not for those tuition centre..

After i had get ready,we went down to Simei to fetch Terrence then headed to Pasir Ris st.71 to look around.Just a simple round about at st.71,already had more than 3 childcare centre as well as tuition centre..So we started to ask around but none of it got a person working at there named Doris,some more there's none hired cook..zZz..Is she lying again??

We called up Aunty Agnes to tell her what we found out yet she say we don't know how to find & ask..Well,i was kinda fed up,since she so capable don't ask us wait our precious time helping her find then..Today suppose to go celebrate my anniversary,i spare out the time helping her find that fat ass yet get nagging after that..F***!!!

I swear i won't help her do all this nonsense stuff anymore..

After Pasir Ris,we went down to Bugis to have our late lunch then went to Bugis Village to walk around suppose to buy gift for Perlin & Aaron but can't think of any so walked over to iluma shopping mall to look around..

Nasi Lemak
Hello Kitty Shower Set

We walked for a while,Dear bought me a Hello Kitty Shower Set..It looked so cute..Then we went to Comics Connection to buy gift for Perlin then we walked back to Bugis Village - The Sex Shop to buy something special for Aaron..

After we had finished shopping,we went to Geylang to buy cigarettes then sent Terrence back to Simei,as for us we went back to Jurong..

We had a quarrel yesterday as he asked Joseph to open Jackpot account for him,i was kinda fed up,i feels that he still don't know how to think..When can he stop gambling?If things still goes on,how long can i stop him from that?How long i can tolerate?

After quarrel,we went to Sheng Siong to buy Tissue Paper;Full Cream Milk;Titbits;Maggie Mee;Drinks back home..After wash up,he log on to his Facebook playing Texas Poker,for me i was blogging as well as playing Facebook - Farm Town..At around 3am,i shut down my com,read magazine while waiting for him,yet he played till 4plus,as i was kinda tired so i nag him to sleep..

But after we lie down on bed,we chit chat till 5plus then fallen asleep..

Happy 1 Year 3 Months Anniversary to Dear

Although we had together for so long,but till now i still don't seem to understand you.I feel that to you,gambling & friends are much more important..You promise me you will quit gambling but once & once you break the promises..Due to gambling,you lost alot of things not just $$..Why then you understand that?I had told you before due to gambling you may sooner or later lost me too..I really hope you really understand what i say to you sometimes.Not i wanna nag at you,is just that i hope you really know how to think whereby you are 3 years older than me..You still need to support your family too..We planning to getting our new house,planning our future,i do not wish at this point of time,you made any mistake & ruin our future as well as your entire life..

After so much nagging,i got to let you know.Thanks for your everything,you dote me really more than anyone do except for my mum..You will try your best to made me happy,try your best to fulfill my wish.I'm glad to have you as my boyfriend..Love you lots..MuackzZ...

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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22th Of April 2008 与兴在一起的第455天

Woke up at 6.45am,woke Dear up as he going Pasir Ris with Aunty Agnes to lookout for Doris again..For me,kinda lazy to follow him so as Aunty Agnes was going too...Haiz..

I went back to sleep & woke up at 2pm.But Dear was not back home yet as he went to Cathay Mazu Hair Salon for his hair cut..He came back at around 4pm,then i went to bath,prepare to go out..

Just before we go out,had a quarrel with him cause of Aunty Agnes nagging again..Forever we had a quarrel is cause of her..Sickening..Same old suff,when we going out without her,she will ask where we going to?what time coming back?Why nv accompany her??Got to house chores mahh??So sick of hearing all this nonsense..Why must we go dating,she have to follow?Why must i do house chores whereby the whole house no one was doing it?Why must i always give in to her,do houseworks end up get nagging here no clean there no clean when she not happy...F***!!

Dear asked me not to be unhappy,just go out don't care her..So we went to Boon Lay Mrt to fetch Terrence,sent him back to Simei then we went to Bedok North B/511 to have dinner with my parents..

Daddy order "面线" for me as today is my lunar birthday..^^

So touch that he actually remember my lunar birthday,he even ask my mum to cook a boiled egg for me..But i say it ok eat the noodle without the egg i also don't mind as long they remember my birthday,i already feels kinda happy..

After our dinner,i went back home to accompany my parents as for Dear,he went to coffeeshop to find Terrence & Aaron..Went down to meet them at around 8.30pm,actually going to Tampines Mall to buy birthday present for Perlin as today also her birthday.End up the car park was kinda packed so we changed our minds not to go but nowhere to go leii..At that moment,we saw Fire Engine on alarm then Dear suggested since no where go,we followed the Fire Engire,end up went to Tampines St.21..

The Fire Engine stopped under the block,there's alot of people surround it seeing what happening,same as we all..But standing for around 10 minutes,we still can't figure out what happening,suddenly got a guy walked over to us (HE ALREADY BEEN STANDING THERE WHEN WE REACHED),he asked us what actually happen??zZz...Well,seem like all those people standing there doesn't seem to know what had happen,about another 10 minutes later,the police car as well as the fire engine drove off..Well,think it just a false alarm,wasting our time standign down there...lolz..

After that,we went down to Bedok - Princess to wait for Aaron's dad as he's going to help his friend pass Aaron the 4d $$,we waited for about 20 minutes yet he din came,as his friends has not pass him the $$..zZz..So we went to Clementi Huat Kia's house to exchange car with his boss first as tomorrow morning Dear still need to go Pasir Ris to look out for Doris..As today he struck at traffic light,missed her..

After we changed the car,we went to Bedok - Princess McDonald to have our meal..I order a Mcnugget Happy Meal,after our meal,Aaron's dad's friend finally came down to return the $$,then we sent Aaron back to Bedok Reservoir then we went down to Geylang..

We went to The Secret Affair to shop around,then when we walked pass a handphone shop,Dear saw his friend so we went in & chat for a while..

I saw a Hello Kitty handphone V88 @ the shop so i asked Dear's friend for the price..He say it costs $160 come along with Hello Kitty speaker..It actually a great deal but i feels like i prefer the Hello Kitty speaker more than the Hello Kitty hp..zZz..Dear asked me whether i want it anot,if wan he order new one for me but i told him i need to consider,if i want then he call his friends..Haiz...Abit 心痒痒 leii...

As it started to rain so we sent Terrence back home then we went back home..Reached home already 2plus to 3am,after wash up we hop on to our bed,chit chat till 4plus then we slept..

Although it just lunar birthday but thanks Daddy & Mummy for the effort you both given..Thanks Dear for accompany me for the day..Thanks Karen,Aaron,Terrence & Darren for the borthday wishes ya,but my actually birthday coming soon too...wahahha...Another 2 weeks time worz....lolz..Don't forget my present...

Happy Birthday to Perlin

Although din manage to celebrate with you,at here wishing you all the best & last long with ur hubby worz...Stay happy always...^^

*Don't worry will pass uu ur gift asap...

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Wednesday, April 22, 2009

21th Of April 2008 与兴在一起的第454天

Woke up at around 1plus in the noon,log in to my Facebook,surf net for a while then bath,make up then went to Clementi Mrt Station to fetch Terrence,went to Huat Kia's house take things then goes to Bukit Panjang to eat Chicken Rice..After our late lunch,we went to Jiu Li's Block to exchange car with him as Dear need to use his car to go to Pasir Ris tomorrow to lookout for Doris..

After changed the car,we went to Lavender pass things to Datu then sent Datu,Ah Bell & Sai Kit to Sim Lim Square then we went to Geylang Lor 1 to fetch Guo Liang headed to Balestier - Mad Pizza to meet Uncle Boon Boon.We chat at there till 8pm,feel kinda hungry then Uncle Boon Boon treat us dinner..^^

Coke
Grilled Dory Fish With Potato Gratin

Dear also order Mad Basket to share among,as for Terrence,he order Beef Bolognaise..We chatted till 9pm,we went off sent Guo Liang back home,then we headed to Pasir Ris Ehub to watch movie - Fast & Furious Pt 4 @ 9.50pm

Nice show,Although it kinda different from last few series,it does not have much racing scene but love the male leader who took revenge due to her gal..

Love the last part when the male leader was sentence to 25 years in jail,his sister drove Honda Integra chase the bus...Chio Leii...

After the show,we went to Loyang Dua Peh Kong to pray then went to Changi Village to have our supper..

Teh Cino Ice & Bandung

Roti John With Mutton

After our meal,we went to opposite street - Cheers to buy magazine,drinks & wet tissue then sent Terrence back home,the we headed back home..

Reached home,after wash up,went to the room & chit chat till 4.30am then fallen asleep...

Uncle Boon Boon gave me a bottle opener,it actually a free gift while drinking beer..^^

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>