♥ Princess Joan's Diary ♥

♥ Friday, October 30, 2009

29th Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第645天

Din had my lunch today as can't think of anything to eat or maybe no appetite to eat ba..

Haiz..

Had our dinner at home..

Something happen again.

T sms him again,asking him whether can help him find $$ anot?

I was so pissed off so i called him & scolded him.

Why he wanna keep on asking Dear to help him find $$,can't he go find $$ himself whereby his dad is rich??

Suppose everything was fine,around 9plus meet Alfred under our block wanna go Sheng Siong to have our supper..

Yet saw him received a sms but he deleted it without letting me see.

I was so pissed off..

He say it's nothing so he deleted.

But i still feeling kinda unhappy.So we had a quarrel..

Due to meet up with Alfred so i just shut up first then have my supper..

After supper,we get back home.

I feel that we need to talk out everything..

So i talk out with him,

yet he told me he need freedom,need privacy.

Ok,fine.

I gave him his freedom,give him privacy.

I don't wanna care so much about him anymore..

I really sick of it..

既然我改变不了他，我惟有改变我自己。

现在的我，只要他开心，我辛苦没关系。

他问我这样的我开心吗？

我告诉他只要他开心就好了。

我很怕我自己会承受不了这个痛，

但是我没办法。

希望我的不开心，我的辛苦

他过得快乐，

我就满足了。。。

After the talk,we went to sleep..

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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28th Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第644天

Quarrel with him when i woke up.He told me he doesn't want me to worry so he told lies.Although i forgave him but i seem hard to forget.

Order pizza for my lunch today..

Evening time when he came back,i seem getting more & more sensitive..Been checking on his phone & getting sensitive when someone else called him..

Will we be happy if things goes on like this?

Went to Clementi to take things from his 姨妈 then went to EP to transfer $$ then get back home..

10plus,left my home & went to G.Lor 27 to buy beancurd back home for supper..

Reached home,on our com & had our supper..

Played com till 12plus then we went to sleep..

Nothing much to talk today maybe due to my heart still can't get over what he lies to me ba..

Am i happy??

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<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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27th Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第643天

Dear went to work.

Stay at home the whole noon playing with my FB.

Had McDonald Happy Meal for my lunch today..

Dear came back around 6.30pm

Had our dinner at home..

Feel that he like hiding something from me.

Been secretly chatting with T.

Somemore,someone bomb his phone he just don't bother to answer & refused to let me see his phone & even told me alot of lies to cover up..

Feel kinda not right..

12plus,we went to bed but i can't get to sleep,been thinking & thinking..

So i woke up,spot-checking his phone..

Called Shawn & knew that he lent $1.6k from him due to help T.

Called T,then i know that he be his gurantor by lending $$ from loanshark..

I really sick of it..

Why he wanna do all this things?

Why he wanna lie to me?

Why wanna help out his friends when we're not financial stable??

I feel so sad..

He helping his friends but making me suffer..

Lies to me just cause of T..

I wrote him a letter,i wanna give up this love..

The night seem so dark,so sad,so suffering to me..

:(

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Wednesday, October 28, 2009

26th Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第642天

Woke up at 10.30am today,after bath rush back to Simei to fetch Mummy,JieJie & NaNa to Changi Prison to visit 舅舅 then went back to Simei coffeeshop packet rice & noodles back home.

2plus,Dear went down to fetch the 2 kids back home.

After get them to eat their lunch then bath,we went out heading to KKH.

Down under block,Darrence suddenly say he need to wear school uniform as later 6.45pm,he need to go back school to attend the Bintan briefing & parents/guardian need to attend too..

I called Daddy & he asked me to go.

On the way,heading to KKH,Eli called say need my signature to get her passport from the Indonesia Embassy..

So we rushed down to the Embassy yet can't get in as i wearing 3/4 pants,called Daddy saying tomorrow then take yet he refused & wanna take immediately.

Was fucking piss off with him.

Rushed back to Simei change to long pants then headed down to Embassy.

Left Darrence at home as Ah Ger says we need not to attend the briefing..

After settle the passport issue,went down to KKH as Damien got to see doctor regarding his rashes..

After seeing doctor,went to Bedok South B/3018 for dinner..

After dinner,went back home to help Damien revise on his math exam a while then went off meeting Dear,Alfred & T under my block..

Went over to coffeeshop to have a drink & chat a while then we left..

Reached back home,bath then watched tv programme for a while then we slept.

As Dear got to woke up early tomorrow for work..

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<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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25th Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第641天

Woke up at 10am in the morning.Uncle Huat Kia came over buying us breakfast.Get the kids to wake up for breakfast as the air-con repairman gonna arrive soon.

11plus,the aircon repairman came.

We were watching show & chit chat till 4plus then we cook noodles to eat.

Evening time,Dear's neighbour having buffet,the kids went over to have some bite and that's our dinner..lolz..

Around 7plus,once the aircon was ok,we quickly packed our bed,change the bedsheet as well as vacuum & mop the floor..

After everything ok,went to bath & send the kids back to Simei..

Suppose Dear got to report to work on Monday but due to Damien's sickness,Daddy ask him to report to work on Tuesday.

Asked him to accompany Damien to see doctor..

Feels kinda hungry,went to Bukit Batok to eat my fav. 宫保田鸡 with rice..

But today turn to Spicy Froggy...

Super Duper Spicy..

Hates it man..!!!

Still prefer G.Lor 17 de..

lolz..

After supper,we went back home watching the 超级星光大道5 - 总决赛..

Yeah~~

My Idol - 孙自佑 won the competition..

Yippee~~~~~

Beside my idol,still got 4 others competitors,i feel they did well too...刘明湘

梁少君

徐詠琳

李杰宇

After the show,we chatted a while & went to sleep..Tomorrow got to be alone at home le worz..Haiz...zZz...zZz...zZz....

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Monday, October 26, 2009

24th Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第640天

Early morning,Rilvia brought Darrence & Erina back to Bukit Batok - her home to feed dog as well as brought them out for breakfast,as for Damien,he was still asleep together with us..

We woke up around 12plus,watching tv programme while waiting for Rilvia came back with our lunch..

Around evening time,Dear went out together with Aunty Agnes,Rilvia & the 3 kids to Balestier & Bishan.

As for me,as i don't wish to go out together with Aunty Agnes so i stayed at home to watch taiwan idol drama - 终极三国..

They came back around 10plus,then we slacked awhile as well as let the kids bath then we went to G.Lor 17 to meet up with Alvin,Steve,Wilson & Sebas to have Dim Sum for our supper..

Too bad,my baobeii Erina - this cutie little greedy pig was sound asleep so we put her in the car while we eating..

After supper,we went to Tanjong Rhu to slack..

Alvin was being pestered by the 2 kids to teach them to play yoyo..lolz..

Slacked till 2plus,we went back home & they went to Katong to fetch Gary..

Reached home,wash up & get ready to bed as tomorrow got to wake up early..

The air-con serviceman gonna come over to repair the air-con..

Sianz

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<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Saturday, October 24, 2009

Happy 1 yrs 9 mths Anniversary

Dear DearBeen through alot during this months.Had alot of quarrelling,arguementMade me feel so sad & even run away from home,run away from youBut all these quarrelling was not due to our personal problemswas all because of her.When this things will come to an end??I been so tiring dealing with this problems till i nearly wanna give up our love.I'm been thinking is it worth it to give up just because of her,but things won't turn good if you keep on siding her even she's in wrong.You said you can't talk to her as she been using commit suicide to threaten you,but what about me?Is it unfair to me??You care for her feeling,but what about mine??I really hope we can end this things soon.I really don't wish to hear her nonsense or quarrel with you anymore.Hope you can understand me..

真的希望我俩再也不要有争执不要再为了她而吵架我真的累了 Hope our love be everlastingHappy Anniversary,My DearMuackz

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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October'09 Special Occasion

BABY KIEREN

10.10.2009

1st Month Celebration

Pamela Ger,wishing your bb Kieren

- Happy 1st Month -

9th Of October

Mushroom Darling

All the best to you.Wishing you success in your career..

Stay pretty & cute always..!!!

13th Of October

Dear Dear

Happy Birthday to you

All the best in your career,good health to you..

Hope we can get our freedom as well as less quarrelling..

Love you always..

Ah Ger JieJie

Hope you like the birthday surprise we gave

All the best in your marriage life

Hope you strike more 4D,earn more $$

Stay Pretty always..

20th Of October

Benny

Hope you can stop gambling,earn more $$ & get a car of your own soon..

Good Luck..

Stay Handsome ya...

22nd Of October

Baobeii Erina

Hope you study well in your studies

Be more good girl ya

Love ya..

Dear

Happy Lunar Birthday to you

Hope our love can be everlsating without being disturbed by others..

Muackz

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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Cutie Pics

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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23rd Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第639天

Staying at home the whole noon,eat lunch at home too..

Get to bath around 4plus then went back to Simei to fetch Erina..

After we fetch Erina,we meet up T under my block then we went to EP - POSB Bank but it closed so we went to Eunos - POSB Bank to close the saving account but due to some problem,it can't be closed so we went to Marine Parade to have our dinner..

Went to FISH & CO for our meal..

After our meal,we went to EP to meet up with Ivan to chat a while then we went to Bukit Batok - Ah Ger's home to celebrate Erina's B'dae..

After the celebration,we send Ah Ger to B/523 then we went back home..

Reached home,we watched tv programme while waiting for Rilvia came back with our supper..

Around 12plus,she's back..

Yeah~~

McDonald Supper..

After our meal,we chatted a while till 3plus then we went to sleep..

Night..

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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22nd Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第638天

Again,woke up around 7plus as going to the Indonesian Embassy again..

Haiz..

Things happen again..

Aunty Agnes nag nag nag again..

She insisted want Dear to fetch her to Clementi,but we rushing time out..

She nagged till Dear fed up,so Dear fetch her over then came back to fetch us..

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Went over to Simei to fetch Eli then headed down to the Embassy to settle the passport stuff then we went to KKH to have our lunch as well as bringing Damien to buy medicine at the Hospital Pharmacy but the nurse say it not allowed got to see the doctor again,so we went off..

Reached home,we all headed to sleep till 6plus,Daddy woke us up for dinner..

He cooked my favourite - 鸡蛋面

After dinner,we watched Transformer - Revenge Of The Fallen

Around 9plus then we went back home..

Reached home,we watched scv programme till 3plus then we slept...

Night

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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21st Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第637天

Woke up around 7plus in the morning,after all of us get ready,we headed off back to Simei as got to bring Eli to the Indonesian Embassy..

When we on our way to the Embassy,Eli says need my grandpa present & i/c,so we got to go Grandpa's home.

But as for the kids was kinda hungry,we went to East Coast - McDonald for our breakfast first..

After breakfast,went back to Grandpa's home to get his i/c & authorise letter as he will not be present at the Embassy..

Searching around at around Orchard area to look for 7 Chatsworth Road..

About 10mins time,we found it but it already 12.20pm & the Embassy for renewal of passport closed at 12pm..

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Somemore,wearing sleeve-less top can't get in,Dear wearing bermuda can't get in..

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No choice,went back home to rest a while then went back Jurong's home to sleep..

Not planning to go out today so Dear planned to cook Mee Hoon for dinner..

While he's cooking,i went to take a nap..

Around 7plus,i woke up,wanna eat my dinner but Dear cooked kinda nasty..

*yuckz*

So i ate a few mouths only..

Soon,we started to quarrel as we suppose plan to stay at home today yet Aunty Agnes ask him to fetch her to find Uncle Huat Kia..

I was kinda fed up as he's seem like a Mummy's boii to me as he do not know how to reject her..

After he went out with her,we had a big quarrel..

When he came back,he say sorry to me..

Once again ii forgive him..

He promised me bring me over to JP to eat as well as goes to the NTUC to collect the items i left behind few days ago..

But just before we go out,Aunty Agnes nag again.

Just wanna eat supper also cannot..

We go out also cannot..

What she want actually i really don't know..

So Sickening..

We went to JP - Mr Prata to had my meal,while Dear was queuing buying my meal,the kids told me when they was at outside,Aunty Agnes was quarrelling with Dear..

She threaten Dear say if we still continue going out,she going to confiscate the car key..

Well,confiscate lo..

There's something called Public Transport..

Ask her pay the car instalment,go drive out herself lo..

lolz..

After our meal,we went to NTUC to collect my stuff as well as bought some personal usage then we went back home..

Reached home,watched wrestling together with the kids,when they fallen asleep,Dear & me went to the kitchen to have a talk about it..

I told him i really can't stand it anymore,if things to continue it hurt us more..

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<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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20th Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第636天

Dear & Damien went out early in the morning while Darrence & ii still in our la~la land..

They came back along with our breakfast..

My favourite carrot cake bought @ T'pines B/201..

After breakfast,we went back my home to relax as well as had dinner at my home..

After dinner,we came back home as Uncle Huat Kia around..

Around 10plus,we went to Clementi for our supper as well as fetch Uncle Huat Kia back home..

Reached home,relax ourselves,watching scv tv programme till kinda late then we slept..

Kinda happy today..

:)

1st : Knowing that December 2nd,Aunty Agnes will be going to Japan with Rilvia..

ii finally got my peaceful days without her at home..

2nd : We will be going for our Penang trip on Dec 5th ~ 8th..

hahahahahaha

But something sianz is that tomorrow i got to wake up early to settle the passport things for my maid..

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<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Friday, October 23, 2009

19th Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第635天

Went to Fico Sport Hub for lunch today..Thought of eating Pizza Hut @ there,end up when they serve us is in boxes then we know that the shop is only meant for take away or delivery services..lolz...

After our meal,we went to East Coast to have a walk & some gaming..

Dear won for me a Hello Kitty Bear..lolz..

Will update the pics asap..

Then brought the kids to the arcade nearby to play games..

After gaming,we went to 7-11 to buy drinks then we headed back home..

As Erina got school for the week,we got to send her back home,as for Darrence & Damien,they got no school for the whole week due to Deepavali Holiday & 4 days PSLE marking days..

Around 9plus,we went to Balestier for dinner..

( Boon Tong Kee )

After dinner,we went to buy Rochor Beancurd back home..

Reached home,watched tv programme till 1plus then we had our beancurd for supper..

After our supper,we went to bed..

Night

<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Monday, October 19, 2009

18th Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第634天

Afternoon woke up starts to quarrel again..He keep forcing me to do house chores just to made his mum stop her mouth..

I feel very sickening lo..

Try to get the kids to bath fast then once we're ok,went back to Simei to take $$ from Dad then we went to T'pines B/201 to have our lunch..

After lunch,we went to buy Fans for Dad & our room..

And also bought a 2GB memory card for Dad's camera..

Headed back home,fix the fans then we went back home..

Reached home around 4plus,ate my medicine & headed to sleep..

As Dear promise to eat dinner at home,dun wanna go out let me have a good rest..

End up,Aunty Agnes spoilt our plan again,asking him goes to Amara Hotel for dinner..

And yet he broke our promise & goes with her..

Quarrel till kinda worse today..

I really feel sick of this relationship le..

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Around 9plus,he came back home..

We had a quarrel again..

he keep saying sorry to me..

Well,i forgave him once again...

Am ii kinda useless???

Had dinner at home..

Around 1plus,we went to JP to buy some stuff..

Came back home,watched scv programme for a while then we all headed to sleep..

Super tiring..

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<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

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17th Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第633天

Staying at home for the whole noon,kinda lazy to go out for lunch so order KFC delivery back home..

After food,we took a nap till 5.30pm,then woke up & get the kids to bath.

Once everyone of us get ready,we went down to G.Lor 1 for dinner as well as meet up Uncle Steven,Ivan & T at there..

9pm,we all went to Bishan to pray..

10plus,we went to Changi Village for supper..

After supper,we sent Ivan & T back to Simei then we went to Bukit Batok to pass Rilvia some stuff then we headed back home.

Reached home,bath then watched scv programme till nearly 4am then we all headed to sleep...

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<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>

♥ Saturday, October 17, 2009

16th Of October 2009 与兴在一起的第632天

Went to G.Lor 13 to have lunch then went to gamble for a while till 4plus then we went back home to rest..

7plus,went to Bishan to help Aunty Agnes take things then went to Bukit Timah to eat Mcdonald..

Went to Cold Storage to buy some foods & drinks then headed back home..

Around 1plus,feel kinda hungry so we went to JP to eat prata..

After supper,we went to NTUC to shop around buy toys..

The kids was so cute playing with the Halloween stuff...

After bought the toys,we went back home..

About 3plus then we all went to bed but as for Dear,he can't get to sleep,he on FB to play Texas poker..lolz...

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<♥Joan_luv_Lester♥>